wookie <33 (:

the guy i love with all my heart !! (:

alright where to start w. mr. anton. lol wookie wookie wookie. uhm i actually seen him around school when i was a freshman. back then when he thought he was the shit fuckin girls &+ leavin he was a bad kid. i never noticed him. then he was talkin to my good friend cassandra. &+ from what i heard from her he was awful hurtful &+ he just wanted sex &+ never wanted a girl. pftt why talk to a dude like that i always told her. when i saw her cry july 2nd 2008 on her birthday i decided to curse this mother fucka out ! he hurt my best friend ! like wtf is good w. him! so i friend requested him &+ he tried to sweet talk me &+ what not noo noo noo ! hadda tell him what was goin on w. cassandra. he told me the truth &+ i just looked at this girl at a totally different perspective. we got into an arguement &+ we didnt like eachother. anyways. my friend andrea was talking to this kid jones. &+ shes been sneakin out to go see him &+ said i should go too. soo i say why not.? i snuck out chilled &+ hadda bomb time. we came two days later &+ look whose there ! WOOKKIEEEEEE ! alright im not gonna lie he was cute in person but i didnt see him like that i mean he fucked loose neck cassandra . eww.? me him andrea amber &+ magic all looked like bums in the middle of the street just talking till like 6 in the morning it was bomb haha (: i had to admit i had a crush on him. he wrote to me on myspace the next day told me to come over cusz they're going pool hopping. so i was like lets doo this. so me andrea amber &+ darlanne get there &+ we started jumpin fences &+ pool hoppin &+ i seen this nigga naked lmfaoo ! so we started playing truth or dare &+ the dreaded kiss between me &+ isasis. i mean i mean he liked me but idkk . i couldnt deny him so it was only me &+ him in the pool just talkin &+ kissin i felt madd weird cusz i was actually thinkin about wookie. hehe. so we get out &+ i remember the exact words he told me "damn jenn you got me a lil jealous" my heart started beating mad fast never knew why soo bla bla bla i admitted i liked him &+ me andrea amber &+ darlanne were in the room with wookie magic &+ jones lmfao everyone started making out &+ shit lmfaoo &+ all of a sudden all you hear. POP BOTTLES ! LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOO i was dying ! niggas was tryna kick darlanne out lol wasnt happening. ANYWAYS. summer came &+ went i started chillin w. wookie everyday &+ i caught madd feelings. there was this one time he climbed in my window &+ we just talked for hours &+ we kissed &+ fell asleep together it was soo cute. (: then in like august he went to job corps. i was madd sad.shit happened made us seperate for a while but he was still in my mind. i hadda boyfriend when i talked to him again just recently broken up. &+ i told him to come over to chill. and thats when i lost my virginity to him haha. we became real close after that. &+ somehow i fell in love with him (: . like i know we seperate for a while after that &+ we became close again like reall close. i started believing the world over him i needed a break from him &+ we still on a break. but i hope he knows no matter what happens between us that i love him with all my heart. hes like my best friend &+ i trust him with everything. hes my backbone &+ as mad as i get at him i cant just stop talking to him &+ no one will compare to him EVER ! &+ i see us having something real special in the future. &+ any guy that i date or any girl he dates i hope he know i'll always hold him down no matter what. we've been thru hell &+ back &+ back to hell. lol i love you babe. dont ever doubt that for a single second. becuase my feelings will never stop just continue growing (: