JEFF ALEJANDRO ZAMBRANO
December 18th 1987-June 25th 2009
always in our hearts baby<3
-----------my deck of cards will never be the same w.out my joker.----------------
words CANNOT even explain how much this guy means too me. i honestly dont remember how i met him. its been SOO long. i remember sittin in my porch when it was hollween time we used to recieve magazines about party citys new costumes. we stood in my porch for hours just talkin about the costumes. &+ what we were going to wear that year. i remember always having pool partys. one week at your house &+ one week at mines. i remember the day you jumped off my balcony. i thought you were sucha macho mann jumpin off that 3 ft balcony. lmfao you were the MAN ! i remember you jumping off the building across the street. mann i still cant believe they knocked that shit down. omg !! remember DEJAHH ! lmfao insider. tanias said stopped like a donkey ! lol oh mann remember the arabics who lived two house down from us ? LMFAO i forgot to put your hat?! LMFAOO . dude ! memebr biull what did we always say about him "if he dont die i odnt think anyone ever will ! " i cant beleive hes gone too. =/ ehh member when you dated stephanie. WEIRD ! lol you were the pimp of the block like honestly.? baggin the biddys ! lmfao even lice head jackie was sprung on you CHILLOUTT. lmfao memeber my moms stalker ! he used to come overr like 2 times a day ! what was him name? ehh who knows i know mah nigga used to come all the time ! ha he was tryna bag my mom. he used to give us 15 $ each to let him talk alone w. ma memeber ! LMFAOO. i remember your 6th grade graduation ! lmfao your speech was amazing honestly. i was soo happy when you involved my name =/ &+ that deep ass breath you took as a joke lmfao its an insider member when tania fell off the stage.? lmffaoo too funny. aww i remeber when we used to like eachother &+ we dated on the d.l becuase stephanie was o.d jealous cusz you liked me more than her. i remeber pretty much everything that we've been through. &+ even 20 years from now i still wont forget you. jeff you mean the absolute world to me.&+now that youre gona a piece of my heart feels soo damn empty with out you. like i gett soo pissed at the world i scream inside &+ i cry to myself believe it or not. becuase why did you of all people. you were an angel no lie. you put everyones life before yourself. you were my idol &+ my hero. you lost your leg &+ you still were yourself. you still made me smile even as far away from me you were i was stillhappy you will never forget about me. from time to time i stil read messages you written to me on myspace. &+ i cry my eyes out. becuase somehow i feel like you knew it was your time to go. =/ jeff baby i miss you soo muchh. i wish you were back in my life. i wish i couldve just said goodbye. i just wishi had more time with you. what happened to our future. i get soo madd at the world ! like we hadda future together! we were going to college together &+ live togeter ! we were gonna have an apartment together! &+ what happened with our deal baby ! if at 30 if we were still single we were going to get married.? damnn ill always remember you never EVER will i forget about you. becuase you changed my life for the better &+ i know without you i wouldnt be the person i am today. &+ now 3 months later i still cry when people talk about you. &+ i still think of you daily &+ art moments i stare blank at a wall just picturing you. i still see you in my dreams. =/ because of you i just live for the no &+ never the future. i take nothing for granted &+ i appreciate everything you &+ everyones has ever done for me =/ rest in peace joker ! baby i loveyou soo much bro. <3
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